Napkin Poem

True Skalde

No one can create this because it’s chaos in the moment

A specific chaos unreplicable

The game is different, the City is dead

The only time I liked Shakespeare was when Billy the Girl was reading it in your West Village apartment

“The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons

Be all my sins remember’d”

But in reality I was high out of my head

“No Porn. No Carbs”

Nostalgia of Mud

Scrunchie Whore

Diseases, infections, obsessions

I don’t want this body anymore

The writer who doesn’t write

The poet who can’t be vulnerable

Eating dreams and drinking blue sky

I think of conscious and continuous bad decisions

Everyone knew you and I were fucking

But everyone but me knew who you were fucking

I fucking hate Washington Square Park pigeons

TO DO TODAY

Glasses repair

Write a poem

Pick up check

Have an orgasm

Tonight I’m sleeping in the bathtub

It soothes my comedown

Mike and Amer and Brian are in my bed

Snoring out of sync

Wailing

Spray paint proxy anarchism

Stop inviting me to torture you

Poor True Blue

He was so full of absolutes and declarations but they were always changing

That was the triviality of it all

Everything was so juicy and so alive and I wanted to make out all the time and swap spit and drink the nectar of my snowfall

Dispenser of pleasure

Domestic bender

We’re on a domestic bender!

I don’t want to be human, I want to be a girl

To him? I’ll never surrender

That’s illegal

I survived dimes square in ss ‘20

Celebrity magnet

Good actress, better liar

GOOD ACTRESS, BETTER LIAR

Pluscious

Hurt

Agony

Pain

Love it

His therapy was going nowhere

Two bridge bitch

Desperately random

Unfortunately iconic

Street angel

If you’re looking for a sign

It’s True, it’s me!

- July 2020

 
 

True Skalde is from nowhere and has lived everywhere, rarely staying anywhere for long. She is a classically trained ballerina, actress, producer, and retired party girl. She is currently writing poems and enjoying tragic sunsets in Los Angeles.

@babyytrue